So, I'm just sitting here thinking about my dating life and the choices I've made. I've had so many experiences and dated so many different types of guys. The intellectual guy, the "thug life" guy, the athlete, the "I'm not really sure what he does but I see stacks of money" guy, the broke guy, the emotional guy, the emotionless guy, the manipulative guy, the sweet turned "who is this person" type of guy, the artistic guy, the "it's me against the world guy",  the liar, the funny guy, the romantic guy, the player, you name it I've probably dated it.

But, still I find myself in the same place I started. So, I'm left to think...is it me?! HELL NO, it's not me! It's them! lol. I say that jokingly, but I honestly believe it. I don't think I'm perfect what so ever but I also don't believe that they recognize that my imperfections aren't really that bad compared to what else it out there!

The two main things that ex's tell me is that I'm dramatic and very strong minded. Let's attack the first one. Yes I am very dramatic! But, I'm a Libra, cut me some slack. I'm the type of girl "whose life is over" everyday and if you make me mad "I'm never ever talking to you again". But, that is just me! I never mean it. I'm just venting! I wish people would just get that through their heads, give me a couple of hours, and then we can move on. One thing about me is I get over stuff very quickly.

Ok, and now for the "strong minded" part. I just feel like you should understand where I'm coming from and if you don't then you're wrong not me! lol. Is that so bad?! I also can empathize with you but I genuinely feel like I can't sympathize for you if I haven't been through that exact situation. I mean honestly someone tell me how I can understand where you're coming from if I haven't experienced your situation myself. I can only listen to what you say. And most of the time I probably won't agree. lol. I have a different outlook on life. And I think that I'm right. Anything that doesn't align with my beliefs I don't agree with, but aren't we all that way?

I've also been told I'm selfish. Ok, I think I might have to agree with them there. I'm an only child. What do you expect?! lol. I really don't think that I'm that selfish. I just don't think that I should have to settle for things that make me unhappy. I've done that, stayed in something that didn't necessarily make me happy because I thought I could change that person. NEWS FLASH...you cannot change anyone! If you can't accept them the way they are...MOVE ON! End of story. Why would you wanna change someone anyway, if you claim you love them? You should be able to accept them the way they are and love them because of their flaws, right?!

There's so many things to love about me.So, for the record, it's not me. It's you!